Category Archives: Poetic Whimsical Elegiac

What’s wrong with me?

When days aren’t even a mundane routine, not even a God Bless interesting
I really feel emptiness fill the emptiness
I know my purpose but I can’t grasp my reasons
I can’t understand the swing under my darkening eyes
I know nothing less than a prey nothing more than a predator

When ways meant to be seen, not even a light passing
I’m exited over nothing, I cried over nothing
I saw myself rambling in the dark
Knowing less than a blind luck walking on a bridging skies
I fly nothing slower than a bird nothing faster than a bise

When a lie staring deep the truth can hardly stand
Both my feet are shaking, I am no dancing king
My woe is the making of luck
My draw’s a hideous tuck playing endless in the nights
I heed nothing less than a mother, nothing better than a maid

When lone is a gruesome teacher hitting and screaming
The hum is comforting nor hurting but cunning
Grudge isn’t an innate friend ’till then
Anger isn’t an act of sane of man of peace
I wish nothing less then heaven on earth nothing more than despair of hope.

[I wrote this myself…just now]

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Ku Cari Damai Abadi

Aku cari bukan harta bertimbun-timbun,
Untuk hidup kaya,
Aku cari bukan wang berjuta-juta,
Untuk hidup bergaya,
Aku cari bukan kawan-kawan,
Untuk hidup sekadar berfoya-foya,
Aku cari mana dia Al-Ghazali,
Aku cari mana dia Al-Shafie,
Kita bongkar rahsia kitab suci,
Cari pedoman
Kita bongkar rahsia sunnah nabi
Cari panduan
Aku hidup kerana Dia Rabbi
Dialah teman
Dialah wali
Dia mencukupi
Aku hidup bererti

Menikmati damai abadi

Nukilan: Dato Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi

Think about that…


Aku Orang Sunyi

I wrote this on September 9, 2006.

Aku orang sunyi,
Tiada kefahaman dalam bahasaku,
Rasa sayu hatiku,
Tiada kefahaman dalam bahasaku,
Kelam malam,
Siang riang buatan.

Hari-hari menyendiri,
Kerana tidak kufahami,
Tingkah nafas yang lain,
Telingkah ganas bermain,
Bukan bahasaku,
Bukan bahasaku.

Aku orang sunyi,
Aku ingin lari,
Aku mahu hidup sendiri,
Selalu mengaduh keluh,
Fikirku kumampu,
Sendirian.

Tidak…Tidak…
Tidak mungkin.

Aku tidak percaya,
Aku juga perlukan kasih,
Dari insan sekitaran.

Kenyataannya sakit,
Kerana aku orang sunyi,
Kefahamanku tidak pernah singgah.


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